October 1 and all is what it is

Being a pro bowler who has lost the heart to compete is like being a man without a country. After 5 years of disappointment and dissolution, I have pretty much forced myself to find other things to do rather than shoeing up and bowling. I continue to be the greatest practice bowler in the history of the sport.....lol.....but I still cannot make that translate into the greatness I need to compete on the PBA level. It is such an enigma!!!!!!

I still plan on visiting Lou in Michigan and with his expertise and help, evaluate where I am at......and what I need to do to be where I want to be.

I will keep my few followers appraised of my progress or lack thereof.

PS.....yes, I am very depressed about having this dream turn into a nightmare.
Thank God for a wife who STILL believes in me! I love her with all that I am!