Tuesday, December 15, 2009

No Gloom and Doom

As I re-read my blog, I realize that no matter how much appears to be changing, nothing changes! I'm such a "Drama KING".....lol

So, I bowled last night......... 289, 255, 258.........802. Just so happened to be the highest series I have bowled in 32 years.......thats right, I said 32 years!
Went to the doctor today......blood pressure is perfect......no weird crap happening.
Practiced this afternoon......a continuation of last night......as I said to my friends last night.......I'm just going to enjoy the ride!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Discoveries if a cancer survivor

As I get to know other cancer survivors, we discover that we share other thoughts beside survival.When we get a belly ache, its cancer of the small intestine, cough and a cold, lung cancer, gas pains under and around your heart, coronary artery disease.It is a vicious cycle that disallowed me to hold my 4 day old grandaughter because I was afraid I would lose my balance and drop her (she is such a little peanut.....all I want to do is hold her.And hold her I will because most of my symptoms are exaggerated just making me weak.

I may not even bowl tomorrow night if I feel like I did all weekend. On a positive note, I ate food each of he past 4 days. I will get my appetite back. I really want to move to Arizona healthy.....not 3 months and dirtnap. I want to live at least another 30 years and negotiate from there 1 year contracts with options to renew.Marti and I deserve the happiness young love promises.
So I'm making an appointment with the recommended cardiologist to go ove tmy EKG and eCHO AND carotid artery and plan our attack. We'll just have to see which treatment will give me my energy back.