Sunday, April 5, 2009

Fear of winning+ Fear of Losing = I am no longer afraid!

I have spent the past 5 years bowling in fear. Fear of success is sometimes a stronger emotion than failure. I have basically paralyzed myself for the past 2 years......watching others succeed where I once experienced that very same feeling.........sitting at home, watching ESPN, realizing, finally, that I have allowed myself to wish and hope, without doing anything about it. Poor Poor Gary.....instead of pushing myself to where I should be, its a Pity Party at Gary's..........LOL

NO MORE PITY PARTY! Time to get my ass off the couch, get in shape, and make a run at the last 7 stops on the Senior Tour this season. US Senior Open and USBC Senior Masters in Las Vegas from May 30 - June 13, and 5 tournaments including the PBA Senior World Open in August 1 - September7. I am really getting tired of wishing without doing!

As my friend Jeff Morin says, "....Enjoy the Moment......its the only way to fly." Well,I've been grounded for a while......time to get back on the road. I am mad at myself for letting this happen.....but its not to late to remedy the situation.

And, the most wonderful thing in the world.......my beautiful wife BELIEVES IN ME AND KNOWS THAT I CAN DO IT. I WILL NOT LET US DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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